Sunday, December 28, 2008

I'm Not Missing This....

I know it's been, like, decades since I last wrote. I just can't find the time to write here anymore, and since it's the second week (and last T_T) of Christmas vacation, I'm not going to miss the chance to write here and update my blog.

Well, of course I still have the horrors from school-I just can't accept that I'm not the smartest in class anymore (Well, I know I'm competing with the smartest kids here, but still...) At least, I made it to one of the best. Yay! My ranking went up last quarter, and I am now sixth in my class. Plus I maintained my First Honor ranking in the Qualifiers list. I was just so happy that I made my parents smile again-though they were not pushing me too hard. I think I deserve more than I should. My classmates' parents have high expectations of their kids, but mine don't, though of course, my parents' expectations also have limits.

Then, third quarter started-it was the cruelest quarter I've ever experienced. I mean, come on, we weren't able to breathe! Seriously! Seven projects had to be done in a week, because the next week would be preparation for exams. Plus we're much more pressured than the other sections. And don't ask what kind of projects we've been assigned to do. It can kill with just plain 1-2-3-4 instructions. Third quarter depressed me so much that it became the first time that the nearing of Christmas never cheered me up-I had no spirit at all, unlike I used to. I hope it's only for this time.

First week of Christmas vacation was like having a project-again-though this time, it was with less pressure. We had to do a lot of preparations for our Christmas program on the 25th-I was assigned to head the props department. We won second place-being beaten by the gutsy group of my elder brother. Their presentation was pretty-uhm-well, gutsy.

I received cool presents this Christmas. I got a pair of Chucks from my parents; perfume from Tito Ben and Tita Nelia; The Official Twilight Soundtrack from my brother; A Billabong Hoodie from Tito Ricky and Tita Maridur(It's in pink, and I kind of have rules in wearing pink-mainly, I don't wear pink.)-and many others.

I guess I'll be ending this entry now-I'll update again. Oh. BTW, I had been having 'fun' with wishlists. Here's the best one I made. Haha.

Three pairs of Chucks-again!
Three more hoodies-haha. I'm getting quite addicted.
Three or two more shirts with hoodies. I know I'm obsessed, so don't say it.
Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.
Ten more novels. I want books, books, books.
Complete set of Harry Potter books-still number one for me! The Twilight Series never took the place. I mean, I love Twilight and all that, but Harry Potter has a much more interesting storyline and can be applied to readers of all ages. Think about it, what if Harry Potter had vampire characters (though it obviously had) and is much more romantic and poetic? Well, it might not be exactly like that...but just something like that.
Anime DVDs.
Mangas. Lots of 'em.
Black or gray or black and white backpack. Something good.
Materials for drawing my manga.
My own laptop...though my dad is talking about getting one for me and my younger sister soon...that'll be good enough. My sister is a bit scary in owning computers, though.
PSP SLIM! Hell, YEAH!
To finish my novels. I have another one coming up soon.
To be home-schooled. Grr. I'm hating school, seriously. Besides, I just want to learn, learn, learn.
iPod. I have one. Only, it looks like an iPod. But isn't.


Ah, well, this is all I have made up for now. I'm going to have it grown later.

I'll be posting about New Year!