I'm Not Missing This....

I know it's been, like, decades since I last wrote. I just can't find the time to write here anymore, and since it's the second week (and last T_T) of Christmas vacation, I'm not going to miss the chance to write here and update my blog.

Well, of course I still have the horrors from school-I just can't accept that I'm not the smartest in class anymore (Well, I know I'm competing with the smartest kids here, but still...) At least, I made it to one of the best. Yay! My ranking went up last quarter, and I am now sixth in my class. Plus I maintained my First Honor ranking in the Qualifiers list. I was just so happy that I made my parents smile again-though they were not pushing me too hard. I think I deserve more than I should. My classmates' parents have high expectations of their kids, but mine don't, though of course, my parents' expectations also have limits.

Then, third quarter started-it was the cruelest quarter I've ever experienced. I mean, come on, we weren't able to breathe! Seriously! Seven projects had to be done in a week, because the next week would be preparation for exams. Plus we're much more pressured than the other sections. And don't ask what kind of projects we've been assigned to do. It can kill with just plain 1-2-3-4 instructions. Third quarter depressed me so much that it became the first time that the nearing of Christmas never cheered me up-I had no spirit at all, unlike I used to. I hope it's only for this time.

First week of Christmas vacation was like having a project-again-though this time, it was with less pressure. We had to do a lot of preparations for our Christmas program on the 25th-I was assigned to head the props department. We won second place-being beaten by the gutsy group of my elder brother. Their presentation was pretty-uhm-well, gutsy.

I received cool presents this Christmas. I got a pair of Chucks from my parents; perfume from Tito Ben and Tita Nelia; The Official Twilight Soundtrack from my brother; A Billabong Hoodie from Tito Ricky and Tita Maridur(It's in pink, and I kind of have rules in wearing pink-mainly, I don't wear pink.)-and many others.

I guess I'll be ending this entry now-I'll update again. Oh. BTW, I had been having 'fun' with wishlists. Here's the best one I made. Haha.

Three pairs of Chucks-again!
Three more hoodies-haha. I'm getting quite addicted.
Three or two more shirts with hoodies. I know I'm obsessed, so don't say it.
Eclipse and Breaking Dawn.
Ten more novels. I want books, books, books.
Complete set of Harry Potter books-still number one for me! The Twilight Series never took the place. I mean, I love Twilight and all that, but Harry Potter has a much more interesting storyline and can be applied to readers of all ages. Think about it, what if Harry Potter had vampire characters (though it obviously had) and is much more romantic and poetic? Well, it might not be exactly like that...but just something like that.
Anime DVDs.
Mangas. Lots of 'em.
Black or gray or black and white backpack. Something good.
Materials for drawing my manga.
My own laptop...though my dad is talking about getting one for me and my younger sister soon...that'll be good enough. My sister is a bit scary in owning computers, though.
PSP SLIM! Hell, YEAH!
To finish my novels. I have another one coming up soon.
To be home-schooled. Grr. I'm hating school, seriously. Besides, I just want to learn, learn, learn.
iPod. I have one. Only, it looks like an iPod. But isn't.


Ah, well, this is all I have made up for now. I'm going to have it grown later.

I'll be posting about New Year!

Back back back!

I haven't written for September, and November is drawing near...I guess a lot of things should be expected from me. The problem is, I don't know what to write about. Maybe I'll start with a survey again? Ahaha. Yeah right.

August-I was absent for two days-EXAMINATION days (as much as I hate being absent)-to attend a wedding in Davao. It was a reunion with my relatives (father's side) whom I wasn't able to see much for the past years...(it was always a reunion with my other relatives). The wedding was great, though it would've been better if there was no wedding at all-I wanted to study so much.

I discovered a new anime show this October: Shugo Chara, and I'm pretty addicted to it. Now my waiting list for anime shows to be watched is growing. XD I added Black Cat and Special A to it.

BTW, our Intramurals 2008 started last Monday and ended yesterday. I participated in the Battle of the Bands and we LUCKILY won the championships, though I had my bets on S.O.S., the band which won second place. I was a bit disappointed in my performance because I didn't work to half of my potential, but I guess I'd do better next time. So now it's Hello, Sembreak! Woohoo!

I think I'll leave this for now. I still have Shugo Chara on my sched, plus Vampire Knight!

BTW, I've been working on my manga and the excitement in the story is drawing closer!XD

friday5.org

1. What did you last replace batteries for? >>I honestly can't remember.
   
2. What have you thrown away that you probably could have had repaired? >> A LOT of things. I just go like, "Oh, I can buy another one. I'll throw this,"
   
3. Among items in your line of sight right now, what should probably be put in the trash? >>The baby powder container.
   
4. When did you last use disposable cutlery while dining in your house? Ahh, I have no idea. Mom's better at this.
   
5. Whose actions cause you to waste time you otherwise wouldn’t waste? >>I wouldn't mention!

Okay, so maybe that survey was pretty useless, since my answers were usually "I can't remember", "I have no idea",-whatever. I just didn't have anything as an introduction...even if I do have LOADS of things to say.

I left this blog for months. I can't even remember when, thought it's obviously recorded (I didn't bother to check it out). I already have lots of stories circulating in my mind right now-my hand is already rushing to type it out, so please don't blame me for typographical errors.

Of course my academic life is still my priority. I always make mental notes like, 'You've got to study this one later,' or 'Oh no, you've got loads to do tonight, so no cramming,' but STILL I cannot finish my schoolwork. My grades are not random-they have this sort of pattern: When I get this good grade in Social Studies, I'd get a grade in English ten points lower. Is fate playing with me or something? I just can't stand this. It wasn't like this before. Up to now I'm still frustrated. Oh, I won't go on-this is already irritating me.

We had our Foundation Day today. The good part was there were no classes, thought it would also be alright for me if there were classes. The disadvantage was we just scattered around, stood where we can, sat when there was space available. The BEST part was we have no classes on Monday and Tuesday. Yay to the tenth power!:D I'd get to study more...(here I go again.) Something else happened to me, though, but it would be better if I keep it private. Sorry for that, folks.

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Oh, wow. We have a new pet that looked exactly like the one who passed away. The pet is a he and a Jimmy. He's so adorable XD. I think Jordan (our other dog) kinda knew there's another pup, even if he's never seen it. He sort of wants attention-he's always barking.

I'm being lucky in school, by the way. Dunno why, dunno how.

A Series of Unfortunately Unfortunate Events

It's been two weeks since regular classes in school started, and all I can say is-well, I'm not really in good terms with the world, whatever the hell I did. I've been humiliated in school a lot of times that I don't feel embarassed anymore. I get low grades even if I really do know the answers. I can't concentrate on listening to my teachers. I became too insecure about the brilliance of my classmates and on how witty they were. I felt pressured by the competition, and conscious about my grades. I FEEL SO OVERSHADOWED....

One thing more, my pet died last Tuesday. It was so tragic. Me and my sister knew he was sick, but we still dared to hope that he will live. After school we headed to the grocery store to buy dog food and stuff like that, but as fate would have it, my mom was also there and saw us and told us the sad news. I felt terrible. The dog was young, and whenever I would think about him, I'd think about the chance, and the fact that he can't enjoy life anymore. And the fact that we haven't said goodbye to him. Oh, really, I know my nose is getting red now, but I don't think of dogs as dogs. I think of them as people. I still have another dog, because they were two. But still...it's just sad.

What is happening to me?

Back To School

Oh, finally, it's here again. First day of school, June 11, I found out that I was placed in the star section-crap and everything else. I'm being negative about everything since, but then I remembered that before school started I promised to myself that I will be optimistic. Besides, it's the only way I can take all these positively, right?

I gotta study though. Everything is pressuring. And, oh, yeah, I told myself that I will avoid pressures this year.

WANTED: AIR.

Tennis

I got my first tennis racket yesterday! Hats off to whoever invented tennis. Alright, so this tennis racket isn't branded or anything. It's also a cheap find. I doubt it is original. I'm giving too much away, but come on, I'd only try it out. Since I'm new to tennis, I don't want to spend too much money on it. Besides, I can always switch to a better racket, right? Right now I'd just like to test it. I do hope that this will come out good though-at least, it'll be worth half of what I spent on it. Better if more than half.

Ahh, that's all I wanna say. One week and three days left before school starts, what a pain. I'm gonna miss snuggling in my bed in the morning and watching TV the minute I wake up. And, oh yeah, watching anime shows on the computer everyday. D:

Well, that's how life is, I'll just have to carry on.

<--Kyou Kara Maoh, otherwise known as God(?) Save Our King! or Demon King From Now On! Looks pretty yaoi, huh? Well, I'm not the biggest fan of yaoi, but this is a hilarious show. :D Besides, it's not totally yaoi-for me, that is.